So today I finally did some work outside of home. I went to coordinate a Dutch Lady market research and it was the first time I'm being asked to debrief. I officially think that I'm quite shy to speak infront of a crowd despite infinity presentations in RP. And after so long, I manage to sort of work with my friends again although we weren't even with each other the whole time. Everything went on quite smoothly and everybody was on time hehe. Just that some annoying people will never change.. Birds of a feather flock together.

Rushed over to my interview after eating lunch, I was panicking like mad cause I actually walked past the company a few times. The company was full of Malaysians and oh god.. The interview was just mad, real bad. The meaning of extrovert to the interviewer was that "speaking freely without thinking", that's not extrovert? As when I was being asked if I was an extrovert or introvert, I said I'm an extrovert cause I'm definitely not an introvert for sure. I can totally go on like a machine yawl. But no that asswipe decided to say that "you don't look like one to me". I don't understand how you can determine if I'm one after asking me one question "Are you meticulous?" She didn't asked me any standard interview questions but that was the first. Then she began talking about the job scope. Subsequently, she asked did I graduate with first class honours or what? I said no, no class at all. And she haven't even wait for me to finish my sentence she interrupted "You must tell me what class you know? I need to tell the director." Fuckkk uuuuu, I was so bloody offended and annoyed. But I bear with it and proceeded by saying that my degree doesn't come with any class of honours. After which when she told me about both jobs that was offered, I just act as though I'm interested.

WORSTTTT... So are you able to accept 3 years of contract? I was like 3 years? "All staff that works here have to go through the 3 years contract and why not since you are a fresh graduate?If you break the bond you will have to pay 3 months." So I "Hmmmm... I don't think I'm comfortable with it, I'm looking for a full-time position". "Yes this is full time, not contract." Helll noooo, I'm only using this as a stepping stone, no way I'm going to stay in a local company that does not have Singaporeans but a fuck load of Malaysians? And I have to pay for quitting? Siaoooo, I looked like I can't even survive for a month lah. So she said "Thats all, thank you for your time" "Thank you" Don't even wanna shake her hands, fucking waste my time sial.

The table that I sat on filling my form was those kopitiam table that can be folded, and all the staff were not even wearing shoes sial. They were walking around bare footed cause they have to take out their shoes before entering. Andddd nvm, even for the toilets. You have to wear their slippers to enter. Ewwww. I'll rather do odd jobs for the rest of my life man. 

I hate being an adult honestly. Wish that I can just work for my dad's company man. Then I'll never have ever to look for a job :( I know I sound like a spoilt brat but the fact is that I hate the real world man. But nope, I'll persevere. I have my Agnes B necklance plus my Chanel bag waiting for me. And I must must must only buy my first branded good using my own hard-earned money.